No, it's a womans world!

.. many thanks dear sweetest Countess (actually first wrote Comptesse, my God, I will start dreaming in French too soon!!) who just sent me a very interesting email on the below subject. The essence of her point is that these books actually help us to take care of our integrity and to not let our splendid selves go wasted to anyone not worthy. And I couldn't agree more. It's just that all these books irritate me somehow. Probably because I am such an impulsive and enthusiastic person and hence have a hard time staying cool. But I am really a lot better these days. When I came out from my 10-years marriage and had never been single more or less, I was completely green, but now after 4 hard years, I am enlightened!! Hahah. Well, a bit better anyhow.

And it's absolutely clear that it's a lot less time consuming to just let things happen instead of trying to control it. Very easy actually to just think, "Ok, Mr Superman France, you write all these beautiful emails and say all these nice things and say that you want to see me so badly. But honey bunny, action is action, words are just words. If this was so bloody interesting to you, why are you not on the darn Eurostar NOW!!??". But I don't say anything only answer him in my sweetest and sexiest and sensual way and just let him COME TO ME. You, dear reader, are now hereby invited to follow me to see if this works out.

Temping Flatty Chablis is calming me down though. She thinks I am SLIGHTLY bit impatient. Only less than 4 days (90 hours exactly) have flown under the bridges of la Seine since we kissed very intensely at Gare du Nord and he waited watching me go through the check-in. AND he is emailing a lot. So, I will be calm. PLUS, as also this very wise owl also points out: had he been even one little bit pushier, then the little Spinster would have been far gone on her black Spinster-bike with the wooden basked; bored, scared and completely dis-magnetized. Because also Spinsters want challenges and to hunt!