Chess?

This is what it is; a chess game! One step forward, two steps back, what was this song again? Long time ago, in the 80-ties.. Anyway. Superman France is flawless, he is wonderful. He calls everyday, he emails loads everyday, he is cute and sweet and intimate and says very lovely things. But still, I think nothing happens? Ok, I really would like to see him soon again, maybe already this weekend. I think we should, to not loose momentum. But I don't dare saying this to him. So maybe it's my own fault? Pb is, I cannot go to Paris and stay with him, because he is temporarily renting a room at a female friend that used to be his girlfriend 6 years ago. While looking for a flat to buy. Ok, fair enough, not totally kosher if I would have a gorilla-sex weekend there. Point taken. So he cannot invite me yet. But I don't want to be too pushy and invite him here. Hence, nothing happens. Starting to become very frustrating.

On verra.