Clearing of the books -- Q3 2007

This quarter is coming to an end. Last year I was every quarter looking into my love-books, this year I haven´t dont this at all. So time to take it up again.

Q1 this year was heavily dominated by a certain Mr Sketch. All waste of investments obviously. In retrospect I cannot believe that I wasted so much time on him! Bah! Q2 very clearly dominated by steadily going out with Mr Cosby. Well, anyway as steadily as is possible with a semi-maniac constantly on cannabis.

Then Q3 of course started badly. First month included disastrous and scary end to Mr Cosby with stalking elements involved, combined with heart-throbbing over my big love Mr Kangaroo. Decided to do my absolute outmost to forget the latter in second month by "spray and pray" and flirt to the left and right. And now I will for once and for all clean them all out:

• Date with inmature Dutch -- cleared out by me, really nothing for me
• Couple of dates with weird, kind but non-interesting German -- finally cleared out by myself this week by calling him to tell him that he is a good man, but we are not right for eachother. Felt very good with myself for doing this honest and highly appreciated move
• Innocent vacation-flirt with Italian -- I let it die
• Flirt and few dates with English Mr Random -- nothing for me I think unfortunaly, will let die
• Mr Kangaroo -- what can I say -- he has been around for too long now, will now officially be declared dead. He sorted this himself by cancelling our date this week (which he had initated, zzzz) last minute and said he will be back 1st of October, and could we meet up then? I am sorry honey -- new Q and your depriciation value is zero.
• Mr Tennis -- sweet Portugese/English guy who texted me very intensly from end of July. Sort of flattering and sweet in a way so I decided to give it a go for a date. Which was all ok, but something is not really right with him, not sure what. Talked on the phone for long on Monday and he really wanted to see me URGENTLY. I said I was going to Brussels for the rest of the week (white lie, had more interesting things going) and we decided to meet when he is back in town after the weekend. He self-died today though by texting and asking me if I would like to go for a drink tonight. Obviously he is texting around to half of his phone book to see who is up for seeing him not remembering what we talked about so he is OUT (which he would have been anyway so not only for this mishap).
• Mr Soulmate. Met a fantastic Aussie man visiting a friend of a friend this week. We got on so well that he stayed in my flat for couple of nights. Yes, of course, there was attracting and flirt, but mainly I was fascinated by meeting a man who who to a large extent, was so similar to myself (including desperately impulsive, passionate, flirthead with a strong commitment phobia). And he is radiating with energy and warmth and I just loved spending time with him. And even if he is a naughty flirter and a vacation-womanizer with the London-girls (bless darling, you´re in good company), I secretly like him. We are really only friends, and I must confess that I miss him already.

So there we are TABLA RASA (clean sheets) -- Q3 is OVER and it has been one of the most active months in my life. I will now calm down a bit for the rest of the year and continue my Project in a more focussed manner.

Todelooooooooo!