Clarification

Questions amongst my faithful readers have popped up these past days: What on earth happened to Mr Cosby? Sorry for being vague and blurry, but I guess nothing really happened. The process of learning to know someone goes through a number of stages and either you feel more and more sure of the brilliance of the person or ... you just get fed up. Certainly, I can be far more specific and talk about an enormous ego, a lifestyle far too "rock and roll" than I can handle, an inmature attitude to life and a number of other personality traits that I finally just felt -- no no no. Not me, not us, not this. Au revoir. He sure is charismatic and loving and good looking a hell, but that is not always enough.

And since his certainty of his self superiorness is GRAND, he of course cannot accept that I want to split up. He probably still thinks we are an item. He is firmly believing that we were meant for eachother and doesn´t listen one minute to what I have to say. So I just nod and say -- well see you in a few days, I have SO much to do now. Good bye.

Must say I am amazed. Really, him being so super-sure about us makes me of course think twice -- what if he is right, maybe I am just exagerrating, maybe he really can change?

Well well, I go on with my Spinster-life until the shit hits the fan and we HAVE to break up. For real.