Monday, September 24, 2007

Diluted brainwork

Mr Kangaroo and I have been texting over the weekend, as said. And now I am a bit confused to what he means what he thinks what he wants. Probably he is too. Vacuuming the web to find the answer to "is he only teasing me?", but no one can tell me... My intuition is in confusing, can´t get things straight, can´t make it right. Afraid that I am too besotted with him that I don´t see things clear and try to read everyting positively even if the signals are probably only lame. Doubting my intuition so much I have to pester my friends to tell me to interpret the texts he sends.

Well, he is back from France on the 1st of October and I will probably be able to tell then. If he does actually contact me then, as he has said he will, and asks me out I will know a bit more. The alternatives are:

1. He thinks we have a friendly thing going and likes to tease me a bit. Doesn´t want to get more involved than that, but likes it in a way.
2. He is desperately in love with me but doesn´t dare doing anything since he is afraid of the commitment and that I, being a superwoman, will only hurt him.
3. He couldn´t care less about me but is vain and likes the attention
4. He is fed up with me since he hasn´t got me laid yet and is now punishing me
5. He is secretly planning that when he is back from his travels he and I will take eachothers' hands and run out on a soft beach, into eternity

Time will tell...again. Only need a good reprogramming soon though. Driving me MAD! Am even dating another cute guy who says so much nice things and wants us to be serious with eachother and plans what house we are buying together! Whoaaaaa!!! Why is there never a MATCH?

Happy Monday






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